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The rose tinted spectacles that broke

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Dear God,

I don’t understand.

I don’t understand why it seems that even those closest to you are unwilling to go as far for you as you would for them. I don’t understand why there always seems to be conditions to every earthly thing. And I don’t understand why even though I do not do favours to gain them in return but purely for the happiness and satisfaction of another that it is so difficult to ask for a favour myself. Am I the one being unreasonable? Am I the one who’s asking for favours too large? Am I really the only one that sees it this way?

I don’t plan on changing my ways on the sense that if I can help, I will do my best, but dear Father, I ask that you provide. And now, perhaps I’m being impatient and demanding. Father in Heaven, why is it that I feel that there isn’t enough love and kindness in the world anymore? I realise it’s far better to give than to receive but why is it that I seem to be the only one doing the giving here? Did I miss something? Have I become blind to the wonders of this world?

Waiting for a road to peace

Susie

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Author: The Pandarine

That scatterbrained twenty something year old that wants to eat everything all time. The one that will stop at nothing to travel the world, the one who's loyalties lie with the people she loves. The one who will never give up on you and the one who radiates so much positivity that you might even find her a bit annoying sometimes.

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