I don’t understand.
I don’t understand why it seems that even those closest to you are unwilling to go as far for you as you would for them. I don’t understand why there always seems to be conditions to every earthly thing. And I don’t understand why even though I do not do favours to gain them in return but purely for the happiness and satisfaction of another that it is so difficult to ask for a favour myself. Am I the one being unreasonable? Am I the one who’s asking for favours too large? Am I really the only one that sees it this way?
I don’t plan on changing my ways on the sense that if I can help, I will do my best, but dear Father, I ask that you provide. And now, perhaps I’m being impatient and demanding. Father in Heaven, why is it that I feel that there isn’t enough love and kindness in the world anymore? I realise it’s far better to give than to receive but why is it that I seem to be the only one doing the giving here? Did I miss something? Have I become blind to the wonders of this world?
Waiting for a road to peace