Tomorrow is the first of my final exams and at the moment, I’m not really bothered which is perhaps both a good and a bad thing. I’ll start with the bad. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO RELAXED BEFORE FACING AN EXAM IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. My mind is usually reeling with ‘have I learnt enough?’, ‘I have to answer this many questions right?’, ‘that guy that said this also said this, oh wait I’m not sure!’, but today a few hours before I sit in that hall and scribble manically I’m relaxed.
(Reading this little statement back, I’ve realised it’s turned into a good thing without even realising it. I wonder how that happened.)